memang tension 1 hari,pelbagai perkara yg melanda diri ku. difitnah,dikhianati oleh KAWAN sendiri pun ada. Tak perlu dipersoalkan lagi, aku bukan suka mengungkit :) .Perkara yg lalu,telah lama aku lupakan.
Hati ni rasa sayu sgt, mana kau syg? :/ . Aku tunggu satu hari. Aku tak stayback dkat sekolah semata nak pujuk dia kembali. TETAPI, takde ape pun yg aku dpt.
Setelah selasai rasa sayu, timbul rasa kecewa. 'Aku ni tak diperlukan lagi?'. Aku redha, semua ni dugaan ALLAH terhadap diri aku. Semua ni salah aku juga,TAK RETI NAK SABAR. sayang,please forgive me . Ilysm :'( .
Ego dlm diri ni tinggi sgt,aku memang tak reti jaga hati perempuan, sorry about last night .
for your hate isn't something I can take
My feelings for you were never fake.
for I pine for you
Without you my beats will be painful, whatsoever few.
for I long to be fed by your tender hands
The nimble fingers that weave magic akin to a wand.
for without you I am all alone
Herein lies a void, only if it could be shown.
for 'I love you' ain't just a line
It’s a compendium of my emotions, left unbound by time.
for without you my nights are blue
Staring at the crescent moon, all i can ever think of is you.
for redemption is all i seek
I will henceforth be cautious, even turn meek.
for I want to hold you once again
Just to reinstate the belief that I am still sane.
for I want to see the sweet smile on your face
The gleam that drives away melancholy without a trace.
for all my dreams are cast around you
Once shattered, they won't be build anew.
for I have lost possession of my heart
It's yours now, even death won't do it part.
for i crave to wipe away your tears
Transcend with you to a utopian world where there ain't no fear.
for at times i went overboard
And behaved as a lout belonging to the horde.
for "You know me inside out" is all i can say
To regain your trust my lady, any price i am ready to pay.
for with you inside, i was never alone
I brazenly faced the world to which i now fall prone.
for my soul is already taken
Watching you walk away, my inner core is shaken.
for nyctalgia is slowly beginning to grow
Rendering me weak at the knees, forcing me to kowtow.
for its hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere i go
I can no longer put on a show.
for all i beg for is one last try
The last chance before you turn away and say goodbye.
for however naive this may sound
You are the only ethereal beauty this mortal has ever found.
for till my last breath i'll keep praying to the Heavens above
awaiting to hear from my angel , the three magical words of Love.
for i can't stop loving you
It's something that i will always do.